Carbon

The din of instruments on the bridge of The Raven was punctuated by the bark of the ensign at the conn.

“Sir, we are entering Chara’s inner system” 

I sat beside the Captain, a largely stoic and silent man. He motioned, I responded.  “Place us in low orbit around Chara IV, ensign” 

“Aye, Leftenant.” 

The planet looked beautiful. They all did, from up here. I never tired of seeing a planet from high orbit. Few spacefarers did; that was the calling. Rarely setting foot on the ground. Planets were peaceful, idyllic from space. I had no desire to be on one. They were beautiful from here. 

The captain outlined our mission once again. 

“We are here to transport refugees. We are not here to intervene. Our ambassadors and peacemakers have been expelled or killed. 

We are not here to make policy, men. We are here to enforce it. Our role is observation. Refuge will be granted to those who request it, but we will not make planetfall.” 

There was a silence across the bridge, save for the ever-present hum. After a few moments, a junior officer spoke. 

“Sir, is there nothing that can be done? Is this planet going to full-scale war?” 

“Ensign, they are just like us. So much carbon. It is our greatest legacy, this eternal dance. And they have the floor.” 

The captain paused, his ever stoic face flashing with emotion for just an instant – fear? sadness? 
“Just so much carbon.” 


Three hours passed with no activity. Explosions could be seen on the surface. Diplomacy had met its end. A war was raging out of control far below us. The ultimate human failing had come to Chara. A simple territorial conflict between peoples who had exhausted their resources. The eternal drama playing another act. 


Seven hours after The Raven had entered orbit around Chara IV, a spacecraft left the planet’s surface. 

“Craft from the southern hemisphere entering orbit, sir!” The nervous voice of the tactical officer belied his anticipation and dread of possible battle. The captain and I, veterans of hundreds of engagements, simply watched. 

The shining silver craft burned hard to escape Chara’s gravity. Like a chrome dart, it rose, trailing flame behind it. After what seemed an eternity, its engines failed, spent of fuel. The craft began to spin drunkenly in orbit. 

Before the Captain could issue a command, the nav ensign gasped. 

“Sir!” 

The planet below was blossoming. Gamma bombs, visible as large white flashes, played across entire continents. 830 million people were reduced to their base elements in 15 seconds. 

“Bring in that craft.” The Captain gave his order and left the bridge. 


The craft contained a large computer and a single occupant, dead of an apparent suicide. A holoviewer in the cockpit was playing a repeating message from the pilot. It was short and succinct. 

“If you’re hearing this, I, and likely most of the population of Chara, am dead. This is a record of all our collected knowledge. I pray it is used for better good than we put it to.” 


 I informed the Captain that the gamma radiation from the surface was intensifying, posing a danger to The Raven. 

“Take us home, Leftenant.” 


The Captain did not report for the next duty shift. I found him in his quarters, slumped over his desk. His dead hands clutched a holoviewer. The image was of the Captain and a woman, a wedding photo. The Charan capital was visible in the background. 

“Just so much carbon” seemed a fitting epitaph for him, I murmed to the crew as we set his body adrift in a decaying orbit high around Chara IV. 

The atmosphere of the planet had been blackened, the surface charred. No life would exist there for millennia. Still, it looked beautiful. They all did, from up here.

Rough

So easy to drown
I should close my eyes
and just drift away
’cause it’s not ever enough for you
you like to play rough, don’t you?
You say you want me to see

You’re pushing me down
Can’t stop to ask how far
I’ve only got two knees
And it’s not ever enough for you
you only play rough it’s true
You say you need me to bleed

[Bridge]
And all the broken dreams
tangled up in these sheets
Can’t hear through the screams
Slipping through my teeth

[Chorus]
You said go to hell
Been there a while and it’s comfortable
You said straight to hell
But you’re here and there’s nowhere further to fall

You wanted me down
I couldn’t even ask how far
I’ve only got two knees
And it’s never enough
You only play rough
You couldn’t wait to see me bleed

[Bridge]
And all the torrid lies
tangled up inside my head
See myself through your eyes
Think I’m already dead

[Chorus]

You said go to hell
Been there a while now it’s comfortable
Straight to hell
But you’re here and there’s nowhere further to fall

You’re here and there’s nowhere further to fall
You’re here and there’s nowhere further to fall

Pins and needles

trying to breathe
through this pain, or is it ecstasy
drowning me

pulling me down
I’m sinking now inside this warm mirage

am I numb from pain or
feeling everything?

if I’m frozen here could you ignite me
or am I already aflame?

honey-like dreams
time and memories melting around me
all around

calling me home
to a place I’ve never been

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Epitaph (Revised)

I wish I’d been there
the day you passed away
to hold your hand
gently brush the hair back
from your face
look into those eyes one last time
see them shine for me

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Rogue Planet

Your absence is a wound
a cold dagger, draining me
enervating me

but I burn in the sunlight you radiate

I am torn apart by your gravity
consumed in your corona

Would that I might fall forever, approaching lightspeed
stretching, distorting, subsuming

forever embedded in the life of your core

I am flung in pieces back into the void
where I belong
as I watch the stars turn out

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Always

A scalpel-like sneer,
a voice of neatly-pressed gravel,
and the very definition of gravitas.

An entire generation grew to hate you,
only to love you for it…
And mourn you twice.

After all this time?

Always.

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Flight Feathers

you used to lift me
defying gravity
propelling me skyward

it is easier to destroy than to build

I didn’t notice the change
when you became the gravity
and began clawing me back to earth

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Imbalance

Time and tide
and distance
disconnecting

A gross imbalance
in needs and wants
and desires
I could have
should have
been better

or nothing at all

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Iconograffiti

a fitting name
alabaster set to music
a vision from the hand of Michelangelo

constant reinvention
a protean singularity
defying, flouting, mocking definition

a multitude of sins
overtaken by fame
faint shadows in the halo of celebrity

for all your flaws
no praise would suffice
we hear your epitaph in your own words

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Another Turn of the Page

stumbling through a dusty volume
filled with meaningless expressions
perhaps just more than a few
centered on a particular slice of time

the best of times
the worst of times
endings and beginnings

I didn’t expect to see this act again
I didn’t expect the cast.

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